After maintaining my sleeping patterns for a while I eventually sleep late yesterday... gosh! I was damn worried sick for Hyraa. Wonders she she have been and all =_= ya ya I know I know... I shouldnt have been so worried about her and all... Still she's my precious lil baby gurl. She is all that I have... And furthermore she will text me whenever she reach home. But not yesterday =( I have sense that she didnt make her way home straight becoz I just have the instinct. I know whenever she isnt telling the truth. Naah, not that she's not a good lier or what... it just gave it away whenever something like this popped up. So I waited in vain for her text messages or call. Which turn out to be non -__- *sigh*
Even Ilah, her neighbor cum friend text me and asked for Hyraa making me more worried... if I could only went out to look for her... I mean she have been sleeping over for a week and what if anything happens to her? What will KaqRyah and AbgAdil say? Urgh... furthermore I think its my responsibility to be worried of her since kaqryah is swallowing the fact Hyraa is with me and that she wont stray away... Gosh! I felt panic in some way. Maybe she is fine, only she loiter somewhere, but still, at least inform me... I am so hoping mad that everytime my HP rings it would be her, but no.
Dunno why, whenever Hyraa's not with me, my back bone seems to be so painful that I cant really cope with the pain... whenever Hyraa is with me, the pain seems nothing to me that I dont think the pain is there actually.. Goodness me, I feel like crying also... Maybe becoz she is so precious, vulnerable and all...
Haissshhhhh ....
Eventually she text me via Adha's hp ... phew....!

Wait. stop here. I need a break.