No one really knew what I used to be up to. I did things alone and without much of asking people to join me.
- I start smoking around 14 years old.
- I start to club when I was 16 years old.
- I start cranky at 15 years old.
- I dropped out of school at 15 years old.
- My parent found out I smoke at 15 years old.
- I now don't go clubbing.
- Stop being cranky at _ _ years old.
People will never really do what they say... because its still my mistakes, my faults, my foolishness that have been the reason for why I prefer to be left alone than being around others who look at me as though I'm some kind of a drug or maybe infectious virus. No matter how much I have change, still the past was what people still thinks of me. I realised and change for the better.... when I see and knew my friends that go cranky was caught. I change for the sake of a better living when my mom knew I got into crankyness and yet she believe I would change. Thank God.
But one thing I realise is, what you used to be may be what people will forever see in you. No matter how much difference you have made.
For that might be the reason why I stayed away... from my family, and friends and those who will never see that I'm not the past that I was before.
I maybe only 23 years old, but I learnt a thousands from a small single mistake I did. At times I felt that once or maybe twice, retribution was done for me. You see me smile, you see me laugh. You see me free of problems, but honestly you never will know how much I felt for the time I have lost.
Losing the self, losing the confidence, losing the hope and losing the inner part of my life.
But now time have past and I have change. WHat remains is the hurt, insulted feeling that is left....
But nevertheless nothing can bring me down now. As I learnt that nothing else matters in this life. Treasure my happiness and let the sadness be the part and parcel of life cycle.
I Am - Articulate. Expressive. Loves making Others Smile. Deep Thinker. Easy Goer. Easy to Make Friends With.Get easily Annoyed by Irritating and Stuck Up Bitches. A Stubborn Sweetheart. I Keep My Hatred and Anger Well By Myself. Better Dont Let Me Pop, Cause When I does it I'll Pop Like Its Freakingly piping Hot. Known For Being Kind. Helpful. Lovable. Clumsy. I Have Tattoos But Not & Never A Minah. Nor am I a Gangster. Happy Go Lucky. JoyFul. Humble. Outgoing. Easy Going. Shy shy. Soft Hearted. I do Forgive but its Hard to Forget. Is a Listening Ear.Loves to Make Others Smile. Patient but Never Cross the Line.
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I Love - Chocolates *Cadbury*. Sushi. My Lacoste Shades. My LV Purse. My Tweety Blanket. My People. My Prince Rolex.
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I Fav - Drinkz - Ice Lemon Tea. Green Tea. Qoo.
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I Fav - Food - My Homestyle Lemak Cili Padi. Asam Pedas. Mee Goreng Homestyle, and almost everything... LOL.
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Color - Red. Black. Light shades of Pink.
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Number - 8. 48. 08. 888.
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